Let me tell you, reader, a story of my father. My father is nothing special. Aside from having a limp for a year and a half now, there's nothing that could differentiate him from the next guy. Jolly guy, working a job in 8-hour shifts, Monday to Friday, has a wife, and two sons. Standard shit.
But what differentiates him from the standard dad around the world, is that he fought in a war. A medic to be precise. Scary shit. I don't press him to talk about atrocities he's witnessed. I can sometimes see the pain arise through the cracks of his personality. His home burned down, he lost many of his friends and family, all of his DJ equipment got stolen, or destroyed, and so on.
I didn't witness the war, so I, like most of my generation, thought war was like in Call Of Duty, Medal of Honor, etc. Shoot the bad guys, win battles, win wars ggez. Total ignoramus I was. But as I got older, I got wiser (or so I think, at least). I started to piece the puzzle of what the shitstorm in the 90s meant.
And as fate would have it, when I first started collecting records in the summer of 2019, my father's friend brought a few of his albums as a gift, one of them being The Final Cut. And of course, I spun it a lot, and after each listen I grew closer to that darkness and pain.
The Final Cut felt like a lantern, keeping the void at bay, as I walked through the unknown territory. From the dreams of post war calamity, the return and life of the broken soldier as one of the few who won the lottery of not being taken by the cold hands of death, and the complete nonsense and ego flexing wars are, to the introspective moments like on the s/t track, the album resonated with me with each spin. And that's what I like about the album. It helped me see a part of history for what it truly is. A painful chapter, full of loss, tragedy, fear, anger and general directionlessness. It's definitely not for everyone, but once you go through a certain part of life, everything becomes so clear and it makes sense. This album is not political like Animals, introspective like the Wall, or sad like Wish You Were Here. This album is something different. A painful exhibition, a musical catharsis, of a talented human being who's missing a part of himself.
Musically, the album isn't as bad as reviews suggest. Sure, its not DSoTM or Animals, but it's still well above average and holds its weight against the big boys of PF's catalog. I just hope you never relate to this album the same way Rog and I do. For your sake.